I will try to forget you by moving on.
I will open a new door.
I will try to learn new skills.
Do things I’ve never done before like wall climbing.
Air gliding would be a fun thing to do.
I am not a fool to hurt myself.
I know it takes time to heal.
I can meet others.
But I can’t take my mind off of you.
Especially at night. I have to drag you out of my sight.
Maybe I just have to hit my head to the wall many times.
I have to crush my ego.
I have to remove all traces of you.
What I need is complete silence.
Perhaps I need to turn up the music to lift me up.
I can recover, I know it.
Till that one day I meet this one person.
It was followed by another meeting.
I found we had the same interests.
We’re bouncing with joy.
But life has a sick sense of humor.
I heard a voice, it said, “Follow the light.”
I know I’ve hurt more than the first one has hurt me.
You have continue to moving on.